brand new: jude law and a semester abroad

"Can I have my deep fried beer battered hamburger on a gluten free bun?"
- humans

plz die

do people around you ever act so slimey that it makes you want to vomit?
like thinking of the things that they do makes your mouth taste like curdled milk settled into a thick left-out-all-weekend soup skin? 

but you’re hungry
and it’s the only food around for miles
so you defend it still. 

F F F F F 

Getting high in the bath tub with candles lit and good music. Coffee and chocolate peanut butter pop tarts that taste amazing but make you hate yourself.
That’s how to numb a sad self for an hour.
And then you sleep and nothing is real anyways.

Smoke smoke smoke smoke smoke smoke smoke

Feeling nothing about anything except the way that everything else feels as they are feeling.
Nothing of my own.
The sum of those I see
But not me.

You still cross my mind from time to time and I mostly smile.

cell phone selfies
back to bed please

cell phone selfies
back to bed please

I keep dreaming of the people I could have loved.

“I am that clumsy human, always loving, loving, loving. And loving. And never leaving.”
Frida Kahlo, The Diary Of Frida Kahlo: An Intimate Self-Portrait    (via budddha)

(via budddha)