it’s like once you have the bruises they are bound to you. part of your build, your design, your decor. and without them, when you look at yourself, you see someone else. and you go out in search for more to replace the ones that have faded. to fill the shelves of yourself, again, with a reminder of Your existence. 

mun
raveyl
ling 

ONE DAY ONE DAY ONE DAY
THEY ALWAYS SAY, ONE DAY
THE TIME WILL COME
THERE IS ALWAYS TOMORROW
THEY SAY 
THEY SAY 
THEY SAY THEY SAY THEY SAY 

i rolled my first successful joint of my existence ^^^ 

highlight of my fucking weekend 

PAR TEE 

(Source: dependent)

having one of those nights when i feel like literally nothing to no one

and i know that’s not true because i have a lot of friends that care about me, but at night, they all have somewhere to be, someone to enfold, ears to listen but sometimes it’s hard to feel like anything when most nights you just go home to the empty and have to tell your own bedtime stories.

TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUMTEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM SHAKEITUP TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM TEDIUM

I wanna be your bedside lamp. 

tamburina:

Successive Slidings of Pleasure (Alain Robbe-Grillet, 1974)

tamburina:

Successive Slidings of Pleasure (Alain Robbe-Grillet, 1974)

bright eyes happy birthday to me 

some decisions you don’t make. i guess it’s just like breathing or not wanting to.

(Source: ghostphotographs)

h8 skool u steal my sanity and coins 

something i like to do in my spare time
is look up home things online (or walk around in furniture stores with no money wishinnnnng(
and dream about the day i move out of this coffin of an apartment 

I really want a room with a pistachio green (with a little bit of tint) accent wall.

charcoal and black and ivory
and dark hardwood
and a fireplace that works
bookshelves in the walls 
a couch like the one at the shrink’s 
and the window
and the view (this always changes in my head. because i am easily content with window views) 
and a few other things