Here then now there where one lost everywhere
I really need to learn to manage my anxiety. I can’t. I can’t. I can’t stand this perpetual feeling in my stomach.
Maybe I’m just hungry, but when I go to eat I can’t chew
I’ve started to shake
What do I do? How do I get better?
I havent even been to my night class yet this year, and I don’t want to go.
I just want to hide and be high and be held.